.”thinkofyourownwork.

youkeprelinarysketches,butsodoeseveryotherartist.okay.

yourskillsetsyouapart.butsodotheakeoh,

attitude,diuandyoutkethoseeshoutspending

tiinthefield.heri.”shekepthervoicelo

shedidntbaytraveltooneeayear,

becauseihaveresponsibilitieshere.yoonthhree

tis,ifyougotoprovideorrow.”

”thisishel.

”shelookedclosetotears.”itdoesnthavetobe.”

”itdoes,ifisonhercheste

reeredthat,reeredfeelingannoyed,becausesheha

slihing,shuttinghiuththatgesture,andstillbarely

raisinghervoice,adeshesaidevenstrohat

leavesalonehere.”onlyinannerofspeaking,heknew.”you

havethegirls.youuldhavefriendsifyouedtodothings

besidespaint.youuldbeouteverynight,ifyoued.”

”butidont.ineverhave,neveroet,notnow.i

hatedressingup,ihateslltalk,ihatestandingaroundonspikey

heelsngoylittleks.”

”notevenfoodharityfundraisersegral

partofsoeonelike

jack.heoseeandbeseen.itwasgoodforbusiness.

sadly,shesaid,”itpainthere.”andpaintingwasherworld,

adehivenredefensiveandannoyed.”everyartistgets

blocks.”

”itsrethanthat.”thosefoldedarhuggedherddle.”ibr>

driedup,creativelydead.itseelorhere.itfeel